17 Days

Read that right, I only have 17 days left of my single-blessedness. I am nervous now, if I was excited and looking forward to the big day months/weeks before, now I am scared...of what, I'm not totally sure. Maybe just cold feet?

Agh, I don't want stress...I don't want worries...I hope I can be as excited as I was months/weeks ago...maybe I'll be excited a day or two before the day?

Ah! Doubt it, Steve's having his 2nd bachelor's party a night or two before the wedding and this scares me. We all know what happens in a bachelor's party...question is, how far would Steve go??? I can't imagine myself looking at him the same way if I find out that he slept with someone else. It's not gonna be a pretty sight. I might end up as a "runaway bride". Harhar!

Hmmm does it mean I'd rather not find out about it??? If the consequence is being disappointed and losing trust...then perhaps, yes, I'd rather not know about it. But then...don't we all deserve to find out the truth?? Hmmm ladies who went thru this, care to enlighten me? Am I overreacting about the bachelor's party? Maybe huh? :-p

Guys, what really happens in a bachelor's party??? Guys who had their bachelor's party, what went thru your head that time? Did anything happen?? Tell, tell!! :-D

I think Steve won't give in to temptation although it's gonna be difficult. I just see him as someone who wouldn't stoop down to that level. Or I'm just fooling myself? Aren't all guys the same? *sigh* I wish I can be invisible when I want to...*evil grin*

Anyway, ladies, do we get mad or get even? Hrmmm...